Lord, I am sorry for allowing anger to cloud my judgment. I am deeply troubled by my actions.

I had a weak moment, so weak. I repent, Lord. My anger was not justified, even though I felt righteous indignation in defense of myself. I know I am not righteous. I am so sorry, Lord. Please forgive me. I love you, God. I really love you. Please hear my heart calling to you. I am calling you.

The depths of my fury are unfathomable, and my soul aches with a desperate yearning for your presence. I writhe in agony, consumed by the flames of my anger and the emptiness of your absence.

I implore you to reveal to me the absolute veracity of this circumstance and grant me the opportunity to attain a comprehensive comprehension of the rationale behind the maltreatment I endured during my most vulnerable state.

I am so sorry if I hurt or angered you because I love you.

Please show me your answer. I will be listening to the best of my ability. I pray you give me your ability because I want it more than anything. I’m angry at myself for not controlling my tongue. I allowed my flesh, my human nature, to take over my impulses. I’m angry I didn’t show self-control. I am so sorry! I feel betrayed for some reason. Will you please show me where I am getting this feeling because I’m not really sure of its origin and why?

I actually understand that there is no one I can trust but you. You are everything. You alone show me that you are who you say you are. You are my everything. Please, Lord, show me what is real around me. I’m getting confused. I guess I can’t believe what I see with my eyes because everyone is so deceptive and hypocritical.

They hold you to their own standards rather than accepting you for who you are. I know who I am, or rather, who I am not. I know that I am nothing, but I also know that You are everything and Your Word is true, no matter what I believe or do. That is reality, and I will forever hold true to this because it is the only thing in this world that I know for sure.

You are so good. You are the best; there is none like You, and there will never be another as amazing and perfect as You. You are the beginning and the end, the first and the last. You are everywhere and nowhere, up, down, and all around. You are perfect. I am nothing without You, and I thank You so much for living in my broken vessel, making it whole.