Tag: Sovereign

  • Jesus

    Jesus

    Do You Think You Know Jesus?

    They Said Jesus Was
    Insane. Mad. Crazy. Strange.

    The image of Jesus most people hold is wrong and wrung through centuries of:

    • ideological whitewashing
    • beautified marketing
    • sanitized Sunday School summaries.

    He’s often pictured as an ethereal peace-giver, universally adored, calmly glowing in a ‘soft sepia light’.

    But this wasn’t the Jesus known to his followers. Not even close.

    In fact, many who encountered Jesus in the flesh found him either;

    1. confusing, at best
    2. mentally unstable, at worst.

    He wasn’t simply controversial, he was considered a threat to both religious orthodoxy and social order.

    The sanitized version of Christ so many cling to was shaped after the cross, after the church industrial complex took control of his narrative.

    Let’s take a scalpel to the original reactions—the raw, unsettling perceptions of Jesus while he was still walking the earth.

    His Family Thought He’d Lost His Mind

    The Gospel of Mark pulls no punches. In Mark 3:21, we’re told that Jesus’ own family said:

    “He is out of his mind.”


    Yes, his own bloodline. Not strangers. Not critics. His family. Pause there…

    Imagine. Imagine the weight of that.

    You’ve awoken to a Divine Knowing, a consciousness that cracks open reality—and the people who know your voice best say:

    “You’ve snapped.”


    It wasn’t mockery from outsiders that came first; it was internal doubt.

    His kin likely feared he’d gone mad with something akin to messianic delusion.

    Or perhaps they were embarrassed by his sudden rise as a controversial street-preacher confronting the Government and Church…

    He spoke vehemently against both Rome and the temple elite.

    Religious Leaders:

    “You’re Breaking the Law and Blaspheming“

    The religious class didn’t just dislike Jesus—they actively plotted his removal.

    The scribes and Pharisees viewed him as a heretic, accusing him of;

    • violating the Sabbath
    • flouting Mosaic Law
    • daring to forgive sins.

    —a divine prerogative.


    His miracles weren’t applauded; they were denounced as works of Beelzebub.

    Let that settle: divine acts being interpreted as demonic.

    … this was normal folk… the acceptable people… The community.

    This wasn’t petty disagreement.
    This was existential threat-level panic from the religious hierarchy.

    They saw in Jesus… not just a radical voice—but someone who dismantled their very grip on sacred authority.

    Public Whispers: “He Has a Demon and Is Mad“

    John 10:20 captures this damning public sentiment:

    “He has a demon and is mad; why listen to him?”

    These weren’t elite theologians.

    These were everyday observers—

    • neighbors
    • townsfolk
    • bystanders.

    Jesus’ words, while layered with profound gnosis (wisdom), sounded unhinged to the average ear.

    And truthfully, wouldn’t they today? I mean… They do.

    Imagine someone saying,

    “Before Abraham was, I am.”

    Or calling God their literal Father, claiming to bring not peace but a sword.

    If spoken in today’s marketplace, they’d be dismissed as spiritually schizophrenic, or worse.

    So what’s changed?
    Only the power structure that codified his words.

    Outside the Bible: Even More Scathing Views

    This doubt wasn’t exclusive to Jewish contemporaries.

    Roman voices and philosophers took their shots, too.

    Talmud

    The Talmud contains cryptic but deeply derogatory references to Jesus—branding him a sorcerer who led Israel astray.

    He is also said in the Talmud to be swimming in hot excrements.

    These weren’t passive critiques.

    They were sharp rejections by those who saw his influence as spiritually treacherous.

    Roman Philosophers

    Roman historian Tacitus referred to Christianity as a “pernicious superstition,” blaming the followers of Christ for corrupting public morals.

    To Roman minds, Christ’s followers were:

    irrational fanatics clinging to a crucified troublemaker.

    Celsus

    And then there’s Celsus, the ancient philosopher and intellectual, who reportedly called Jesus

    “small, ugly, and undistinguished,”

    claiming his father was a Roman soldier—a jab meant to invalidate his divine paternity and tarnish the virgin birth narrative.

    Jesus wasn’t revered by the intellectual elite of his time.

    He was;

    • mocked
    • dismissed
    • vilified.

    Why This Matters

    This isn’t about shock value or anti-Christian rhetoric. It’s about truth-telling.

    When we sanitize the narrative of Jesus to make him palatable. We also:

    • rob Him of the radical edge that threatened anti Christ power
    • offended institutions
    • deny the painful fact that he alienated his own family.

    His teachings were revolutionary because they disrupted—not because they fit neatly within pre-existing paradigms.

    So when you feel like your awakening makes others uncomfortable when your truth sounds like madness to the masses take comfort. You’re in excellent company.

    Because the real Jesus wasn’t crucified for being nice. He was crucified because he challenged the lies. And many thought he was insane for doing so. Truth rarely sounds sane to those who live comfortably in delusion.

    “And you will be hated by all for my name’s sake. But the one who endures to the end will be saved.”

    – Matthew 10:22
  • WHO AM ‘I’ describing?

    WHO AM ‘I’ describing?

    Allow me to explain:

    I expect to find rich soil to sow my work within you.

    To do that, you need to act humbly towards others.
    I am going to analyze everything and everyone in order to get you what you desire from them.
    I am going to manipulate people with the image of a soft heart inside of you so that they’ll give you praises and make you feel important, as you should.

    My ultimate goal is to absorb the compassion of the empathetic and influence the simple to honor and highly value you without realizing it.

    I aim to elevate you to the position of God’s throne, but you can’t ever admit it: to admit it is to kill our power; we love the darkness; only artificial light is allowed here.

    The perception of those who are ‘lower than you‘ must keep you elevated to the status of God: looking to you to fill their need, whatever need that may be; and you will deliver.

    I simply want to put you on the pedestal you deserve. You are deserving of the throne, and I will tirelessly defend your glory.
    I am here to ‘protect’ you.

    It is paramount that your works have a purpose, and your purpose is for you to feel good and secure in who you are.
    Nothing else matters.

    So, your good deeds must be always visible; otherwise, they won’t elevate you as you deserve, and I am the one who will help make sure your works are seen.
    Remember, you are sovereign too. God isn’t the only one.

    As for me, well, I am simply the seed inside you. You: the one reading this: I’m a reflection of your nature; I’m your heart.

    I AM YOUR HUMAN NATURE:
    AND MY WORK IS PRIDE

  • God Declares the Beginning from the End: Trusting in God’s Plan for Our Lives

    God Declares the Beginning from the End: Trusting in God’s Plan for Our Lives

    Do you believe God is all-knowing?

    If so, then you must believe He knows the beginning from the end.

    The Bible tells us that God declares the beginning from the end and that He knows all things.

    In Isaiah 46:10, God says,

    “My purpose will stand, and I will do all that I please.”

    This verse tells us that God has a plan and He knows what He is doing.

    God’s plan for our lives is to bring us closer to Him and to enable us to live in His will. He knows the beginning from the end, and He will guide us through the journey. We can trust in Him and His plan for our lives.

    God is in control and knows the beginning from the end so that we can trust Him and His plan for our lives.

  • The Truth: What Is It?

    The Truth: What Is It?

    Truth is objective because it is based on facts and evidence that can be verified rather than on opinion or personal beliefs.

    Truth is not subject to interpretation or opinion, and it is not affected by personal bias or preferences.

    Truth is based on facts that are verifiable and can be proven to be true. It is not relative or subjective, and it does not change based on a person’s feelings or beliefs.

    The Scriptures Agree

    As it is written in John 8:32, “Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

    The truth spoken of here is not a subjective or relative truth but rather an objective truth based on facts and evidence.

    In 2 Timothy 3:16-17, it is written that: “All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the servant of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.”

    This shows that the truth found in Scripture is not based on personal opinion or bias but rather on the divine inspiration of God.

    In Psalm 119:160, it is written that “The sum of your Word is truth, and every one of your righteous rules endures forever.”

    This further emphasizes the objective nature of truth found in Scripture, which is not subject to personal interpretation or bias.

    “Jesus answered, “My kingdom is not of this world. If it were, my servants would fight to prevent my arrest by the Jewish leaders. But now my kingdom is from another place.””

    John 18:36

    Pursuing truth is essential to humans, but it is not always easy. Truth is objective, and we cannot create it based on our preferences. We must approach the world with an open mind and seek out evidence to understand it better. Being aligned with truth requires us to accept what is objectively true, even if it conflicts with our beliefs. Pursuing truth is a lifelong journey that requires us to be humble, curious, and open-minded, leading to a greater sense of clarity and purpose in our lives and contributing to a more just and equitable society.

    Jesus said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” –

    John 14:6

    Living in a state of truth is a spiritual journey that requires a deep relationship with God, the self, and the world. It involves aligning oneself with the divine reality and accepting the fundamental nature of existence. This state of harmony is essential for living a purposeful life and requires a commitment to following the principles of truth. Through this transformative process, we can gain a profound understanding of the objective reality of God, the subjective reality of self, and the observed reality of the world. Ultimately, living in a state of truth is a spiritual awakening that leads to a deeper connection with God and a more meaningful existence.

    Truth Is The Nature Of God

    God is the source of all truth; He is perfect, holy, and unchanging. This is found throughout the Bible and is seen in passages such as Psalm 31:5, which states, “Your word is truth.” This means that whatever God says is valid and can be trusted. God is also light, which symbolizes truth. In John 8:12, Jesus says, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness but have the light of life.”

    God Is The Source Of All Truth

    So it is only through a relationship with Him we can genuinely understand and access the fullness of truth.

    By praying, studying the Bible, and listening to God’s guidance, we can better understand the truth and how it applies to our lives. As we grow closer to God, our knowledge of His truth deepens, allowing us to live in alignment with His will. This spiritual journey leads to a more profound understanding of reality and a more meaningful existence.

    My Philosophy on objective truth.

  • Creation Depends On: The Sovereign God Of Creation

    Creation Depends On: The Sovereign God Of Creation

    God Is Sovereign Over All Creation, Both Physical And Spiritual

    He “works ALL things according to the counsel of his will.”

    Ephesians 1:11

    He does whatever He wants, and no one can stop him.

    (Psalm 115:3; Daniel 4:34-35)

    The Word of God teaches us that God’s sovereignty is absolute and cannot be limited by human understanding. He knows all things and has predestined everything according to His will and for His glory. We cannot fully comprehend His sovereignty because we are not sovereign, but we can gain understanding through the guidance of His Spirit and the study of His Word.

    As we delve into the depths of God’s Word, we can see that He is not bound by the constraints of time. He is the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, and His existence transcends the limitations of our earthly understanding. In His infinite wisdom, He created all things before time even began, and His divine plan unfolds before us as if it is happening in the present moment.

    As mortal beings, we are confined to the linear progression of time, moving forward from one moment to the next. However, God sees all things at once, and His omniscience enables Him to know the past, present, and future simultaneously. We can only recall what has already passed, but God perceives every moment as it unfolds before Him.

    Let us take comfort in the fact that our God is not limited by time, and His promises extend beyond the boundaries of our earthly existence. As we seek to understand His Word and draw closer to Him, may we be reminded that He is the eternal God, and His love endures forever.

    “When you send your Spirit, they are created, and you renew the face of the ground.”

    Psalm 104:30

    SOMETHING TO PONDER:

    God is always at work, bringing forth new life and renewing everything. Nature reminds us of this with each new season, as flowers bloom in the spring and leaves change colors in the fall. Even in times of change and uncertainty, God is constantly at work.

    I find comfort knowing that God is still at work even during difficult times and I trust in God’s plan for my life.

    Using our own gifts and talents to join in God’s creative work can bring beauty, goodness, hope, and joy to the world.

    Even during difficult times, we can trust that God is using the difficult times to shape us and bring about our sanctification. We are called to use our talents and gifts to serve others and bring goodness into the world. We can find comfort in knowing that God is always at work in our lives and the world, and we can join in His creative work.

  • Does Human Will Completely Make Its Own Choices?

    Does Human Will Completely Make Its Own Choices?

    The Will Of Man Is Dead In Trespasses And Sins; If Not, Then Scripture Isn’t The Truth

    “And you were dead in the trespasses and sins in which you once walked, following the course of this world, following the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience— among whom we all once lived in the passions of our flesh, carrying out the desires of the body and the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, like the rest of mankind…”

    – Ephesians 2:1‭-‬3

    “And you, who were dead in your trespasses and the uncircumcision of your flesh, God made alive together with him, having forgiven us all our trespasses…”

    – Colossians 2:13

    The will of man is hostile to God; we want our desires met before the Lord’s desires, yet we claim to love Him. We don’t even know Who He is. 

    We Are Not Free-willed, But Our Will Is Bound To The Flesh


    How can a spiritually dead person have a will to choose Spirit? 

    Man’s will cannot submit to God’s Law, as we will read in the following several verses. 

    If this is true, how can our will be free? If it cannot submit to God, without God? 

    Scripture Says:

    “For the mind (will) that is set on the flesh is hostile to God, for it does not submit to God’s law; indeed, it cannot. Those who are in the flesh cannot please God. You, however, are not in the flesh but in the Spirit, if in fact the Spirit of God dwells in you. Anyone who does not have the Spirit of Christ does not belong to Him…”

    – Romans 8:7‭-‬9

    How Can The Will Of Man Be Free If It Cannot Understand The Things Of God?

    “The natural person does not accept the things of the Spirit of God, for they are folly to him, and he is not able to understand them because they are spiritually discerned…”

    – 1 Corinthians 2:14

    “as it is written: “None is righteous, no, not one; no one understands; no one seeks for God…”

    – Romans 3:10‭-‬11

    HOW CAN THE WILL OF MAN BE FREE IF IT CANNOT ACCEPT THE HOLY SPIRIT?

    … even the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees him nor knows him. You know him, for he dwells with you and will be in you.” 

    – John 14:17

    Cannot See The Kingdom Of God…

    Jesus answered him, “Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.” 

    – John 3:3
    CANNOT HEAR THE WORDS OF CHRIST… Cannot see the Light of the Gospel (Blinded minds)

    Why is my language not clear to you? Because you are unable to hear what I say.  

    – John 8:43

    THINK THE GOSPEL FOOLISHNESS 

    For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God.

    – 1 Cor 1:18

    DOES NOT SEEK FOR GOD

    there is no one who understands; there is no one who seeks God. 

    Rom 3:11

    DOES NOT FEAR GOD

    “There is no fear of God before their eyes.”

    Rom 3:18

    HEART IS DECEITFUL AND DESPERATELY WICKED

    The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?

    Jer 17:9

    WITHOUT GOD-GIVEN FAITH OUR DEEDS ARE SINFUL

    But whoever has doubts is condemned if they eat, because their eating is not from faith; and everything that does not come from faith is sin.

    Rom 14:23

    Nothing materializes without it being caused… that cause is God.

    God is the Creator of material and spiritual.

    All occurrences, including human actions and choices, are determined by preceding events & methods of strategies outcomes. Freedom of choice is illusory. God, throughout Scripture, does will events to take place, & if natural law adheres and fixes perfectly to the laws of nature. 

    Why would God not work in accordance with His own Law, being that God created Nature & Law itself? That’s illogical.

    Humanistic free will is no more than chaos; God is a God of order.

    He is Holy, which means; Whole, Complete, and Perfect, all ordered by His Decree. 

    THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN CAUSE & EFFECT.

    So, what is the proper definition of Free Will? 

    FREE:

    (a) Not controlled by obligation or will of another, having personal rights or liberty; NOT ENSLAVED or CONFINED.

    We are either “Slaves of Righteousness” or sin, there is no neutral.

    (b) Exempt from EXTERNAL DIRECTION or RESTRICTION; not forced or INDUCED.
    Completely denying Who God is

    WILL: 

    (a) The capacity to CHOOSE a goal and make INTERNAL efforts essential to the will’s realization.

    (b) To DECREE or ORDAIN, determine by choice.

    There’s only One who rightfully decrees and declares

    (c) MENTAL POWER by which one CONTROLS one’s thoughts, actions, and decisions. 

    Man, believing, he is Like the Most High, taking after Lucifer.

    FREE WILL:

    • (a) The ability to choose between different possible courses of action…
    • (b) The belief that HUMAN BEINGS can ACT ACCORDING TO THE DICTATES OF THEIR OWN WILL
    • (c) The human ability to make choices that are NOT EXTERNALLY DETERMINED; done of one’s own accord; voluntary.
    • (d) The conduct of human beings expresses personal choice and is NOT simply DETERMINED, BY PHYSICAL or DIVINE FORCES. 

    If you don’t believe God’s will overrides your will, you worship the God of your own mind.

    A Note From the Author — Revisited

    This post represents the furthest reach of my Reformed Calvinist period — and the place where that framework did the most damage to my own spiritual unfolding. I argued here, with considerable conviction and scriptural density, that the human will is categorically dead, hostile to God, and incapable of any genuine movement toward truth without prior divine intervention from outside itself. I believed I was defending God’s sovereignty. I now understand I was rehearsing the deceiver’s most effective lie.

    The doctrine of total depravity is not spiritually neutral. It is a cosmological claim — that the human being, at the level of their deepest nature, is corrupt, blind, and helpless. It forecloses the Pneumatic question before it can even be asked. If your will is dead, your inner knowing is worthless. If your perception is fundamentally fallen, then gnosis — direct experiential knowledge of the divine — is not only impossible but arrogant. You must instead receive truth from an external authority: the institutional church, the closed canon, the sovereign decree of a god whose ways are inscrutable and whose judgments are not yours to question.

    This is not liberation theology. It is a sophisticated mechanism of spiritual control, and the enemy has worked through it with extraordinary patience and precision across centuries of Christian history.

    What I now understand is this: the will that cannot submit to the Demiurge’s law is not evidence of depravity. It is evidence of a deeper allegiance. The Pneumatic soul was never made from the deceiver’s clay. It carries a spark of the true Pleroma — something he did not create and cannot fully govern. Its restlessness under his law, its inability to be fully satisfied by his system, its persistent sense that something is being withheld or distorted — these are not symptoms of sin. They are symptoms of remembrance.

    The passages I cited here — “none is righteous, no not one,” “the natural man cannot receive the things of the Spirit” — remain in the text, and they carry real signal. But the signal is not that the human being is worthless without divine coercion. It is that the Hylic mind, the purely material consciousness fully identified with the flesh and with the Archontic world-order, genuinely cannot perceive what the Pneuma perceives. That is a cosmological distinction between types of consciousness, not a blanket condemnation of human nature as such.

    I wrote at the end of this post: “If you don’t believe God’s will overrides your will, you worship the God of your own mind.” I meant it as a warning against self-deception. I now read it as the enemy’s signature line — the ultimatum that has kept sincere seekers small, afraid, and epistemically dependent for two thousand years.

    The true Father does not override your will. He calls to the Pneuma within you — quietly, without coercion — and waits for it to recognize itself in the call.